sad sad sad .

31 oktober 2010

it was 6.30 . i was walking with him , he was carrying my heavy bag full of my clothes . auuuuwwww , dia sangat comel bila senyum dekat saya . he makes my world really really happy .
suddenly , my heart was crying coz i will leave him alone here , while i was there with my family .
but i try to smile at him so that he won't know that i want to cry . then , he use his friends car to sent me to bandar u .
when we arrive there , he have to go back to u to pick his friends , so he leave me there and ask me to wait for him . then he go , suddenly before my bus come he came .
then i ask him can i have a mineral water ? then , while he in the shop paying for my mineral water . my bus came , i was very upset .
then he came and give me my mineral water . i really wanna cry but i hold it coz i don't want him to cry too .
then , he was a staring at me from the outside the bus , while i was texting him .
in my text are . '' i sayang u sangat2 , jaga diri . siapkan final project tauu . jangan lupa mkan n mandi .kalau rndu i pandang langit tao . i love you so much , muaa muah .

then after finish text i was looking at him , n he was reading my txt .
after finish reading my text , we was staring each other until the bus strt it's journey . he was waving at me while i'm crying and waving at him too .

in the bus , i just can;t stop crying . suddenly my phone was vibrate and i have received 1 new message n it was him . the txt are ,
" syg.. nape berat sngt hati i nak lepas kan u.. i sumpah sedih gila.. sory sngt2.. mybe i syg sngt2 kat u kot.. sory again.. kalau u nak taw.. u je gurlz yg penah wat i nangis gile2.. huhu.. jgn bgtaw org lain i nangis terok2 taw.. segan.. luv u too sayang.. btw i tgh tgok langi tskang ni .. n i nampak satu bintang cantik sangat .. wane biru .. =') mcm u .. huhu .. miz u my sweetest satr .. muah muah .

n then i start crying n cry n cry . i was thinking to stop the bus n go back to him . but i can't .
='(

suddenly while texting , he was replying thix txt to me , '' u na taw something tak . i tgh jalan dri bandar u .. sbb i nak ingt balek pe yg kte buat smlm . i rse u ade dekat ngn i ble i jalan sekarang . huhu . luv u syg ..

in that moment , i swear to god baby . i really love you . n i will never leave you ! promise .

n i will always remember this text . '' there's no other thing as important as u syg.. my love for u is my soul.. if i lose u, it's mean that i lose my soul..
i will always remember it ! promise .

that it , i love you EMEIR FAEZ MUHAMMAD . i always do . promise .

* btw , sorry coz now , sume org tahu yg u kuat nangesh ! hehe . nanti i bayar balek . coz pecahkan rahsia u . haha . sorry syg .
love you . muah muah .

a trip that happening !!!

first of all ,

i juz wanna say sorry coz ta update .

haha .

busy wih my assgmnt and my trip .

haha .

ok .

it's all started on friday .

first of all , kteorg blah dri uitm pkul mlm , dgan hujan nye .

then we all lepaking at IPOH ,

coz tnggu AZMEERA n FIT dri uitm penang .

yg pergi trip ny ialah BLONDE (me) , EMEIR , QIQI , KECIK , ALI , K , FIT N AZMEERA .

then kteprg lpak at MEDAN GOPENG , smbil KECIK men gitar n kterg nyanyi

then FIT n MEERA smpi . ta silap pkul 1 mcm tu dyorg smpi IPOH .

maka kami sume meneruskan perjalanan ke GENTING .

mg besh la an .

dgn sesat jlan .

ngn ujan nye lagi ,

akhirnye kami selamat smpai .

sampai sme dlm pkul 4 o 5 cm tu ar .

then trus cri house .

then teorg stay at PANGSAPURI RIA ,

no bilik kteor11417 ,

kteorg amek apartment 3 blik .

harga sume rm570 + deposit rm100 = rm670 .

haha

mhal la gak .

then apa lagi membongkang smpi pkul 10 bru bgun tu pun KECIK kejut an ,

coz dy EXCITED sgt kot .

haha .

then kteorg naek lah ats .

parking at FIRST WORLD HOTEL , then g mkan KFC dlu ,pastu kteorg g maen OUTDOOR

PARK rm47 .

spi house pkul 8 lebih .

then lepak jap , penat doe the mndy

pastu dlm pkul 12 kteorg kuar g mkan at ats la .

then mkan mamak ouh , percaya ato ta la kan .

at GENTING ad mamak an .

nme kedai mamak tu , RESTORAN MUHIBBAH BARU ,

edai dia mmg ternyorok gle babi ouh , lme gak kteorg pusing2 cri .

rpe2nye kedai tu kat tmpt parking

haha .

klaka ouh .

haha .

then dlm pkul 3 o 4 blek HOUSE kteorg , tyto .

smpi pkul 11 .

bgun , trus siap2 pkl 2 kteorg checkout ,

naek atas maen SNOW WORLD .

sumpa best .

sejuk .

mke , telinga , tangan sume freez ouh syok ouh .

terBOYK punye .

haha .

then pkul 6 kteorg gerak ke PENANG .

hantar FIT n AZMEERA .

smpi PENANG da pkul 9 ,

so OVERNIGHT , smpi pkul ........

bersmbg kemudian .......

THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN TODAY !!!!

hari nyh bgun lmbt !!!
sbb smlm tyto lmbt n telan ubt .
ubt tu ngantuk , cm cibai !!!!
pastu ade class ACCOUNT .
mcm bese miss msok lmbt so aku terselamat .
haha !
ok .
then kteorg blaja !!!
pastu sblom blek dy bgi paper test weyh !!!
sumpa , aku cuak .
tekaan aku btol , test kali ni aku trun .
haha !
aku pnye salah gak , asek men2 n kuar je .
markah aku = 72
gred = B+
menyirap doe , stu markah lagi je na A- .
lpas dpt paper aku trus blek dome .
ta hiraukan spe2 pun .
otw blek dome aku col MAK ( amy)
aku soh dy belikan makanan .
smpi dome , aku nangesh .
aku da rsau aku ta lepas sem nyh .
aku ta nak repeat sem .
mcm ne .
so skrg aku jnj ngn dri aku ,
aku cbe untuk belajar n kurg kan tidur .
ta smpi sebulan na FINAL EXAM .
so tape ar ak akn BERKORBAN .
demi mse depan aku !

tiz iz what happen yesterday !!!

ok , smlm tade kelas pg .
melepet dlm blik smpi petang !!
then g mkan ngn DDY , KECIK (son in law) , QIQI (my daughter) , JEMEK (my grandson) , MIMI (my in law granddaughter) , SAPOK n ADDA .
mkan di DM INDERA MULIA .
mkan bese2 je tgh sve bajet coz riz week na naek GENTING .
tapi tatao jdi ke ta ?
haha .
pastu g kelas , mcm bese kelas BEL .
ad presentation n aku no 2 .
mmg cuak ar dri at dpan tu .
aku kne cerita psal EFFECTS OF WATCHING TELEVISION .
dgar gamble nye aku merepek kat depan .
haha .
sorry miss .
pastu miss bgi comment .
presentataion aku ta smpi dua minit , so ta bole .
nty ble presentataion sbanar kne 2 minit .
so pasni aku wat la pnjg merepek at dpan tu !
ahah !

NIGHT !!!
ad kelas as always !!!
BEL lagi .
haha .
mlm ni turn org len present , aku plak tgok jdi penonton tpi aku tido .
nagntuk doe .
dy org ckp slow , aku ta dgar .
so ap lagi , aku amek mp3 ,
aku dgar lgu n tido .
hbes je kelas aku cntct mmbe2 n kne kan ELEZA SOFEA ,
sbb hari jadi dy .
aku jmpe qiqi trus gerak koperasi .
beli bedak 2 botol , 1 sbun basuh bju , 2 botol mineral .
pastu dy lari dri aku .
takot .
tpi last2 kne jgak !
haha !
sorry syg btw ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!
LOVE YOU SYG !!!
HOPE BFF K .

maaf kerana da lme ta update !!!

hah ? cak !!! hehee .
sorry coz da la ma ta update !!
the newest thing is now i'm a student at UITM SERI ISKANDAR PERAK !!
haha , akhirnye aku berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke menara gading !
wakaka . now life aku pun da more better . na cter ap ea ?
korg na aku cter from the strt ea . hah ?
aku tahu sebelum aku cter ap kata ?
saya mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin buat semua !!!

hah ? skrg aku cter . raye taun nyh ta best lgsg .
coz aku juz dok umh , tido n siapkan assgmnt aku !!
haha . bek an aku an . haha ! mak aku memebebel ar soh buat !!
haish !!! pastu MY HUNNY BUNNY SUGAR PULM plak blek kmpg .
lagi ter baek , haha !!! tape2 .
boleh wat rekod ta jmpe dy lme2 .
haha , kalo ta kne jmpe tiap2 hari ouh !
haha ! tu je lah .
nty mlm aku tulis lagi k !

sorry becoz not update blog for a long time .

hurmmmm . first word . i don't know now what happen to my life . so bored . i try to be strong . i try everything that i can to save other people . aku thu aku just bole sbar dgn ap yg aku hadapi . tpi tape ak thu , kwan2 adeq angkat ak sentiasa ad disisi aku untuk membuat ak bertmbh kuat . entala . spm ta lme lgi . na g skolah pun tade mood . ak rela dok umah dn tido . ak mmg ta nak jdi failure dlm idop ak . tpi ak na life ak mcm dlu . np setiap kali bhagia , derita akn kembali . ak pun ta paam . wlau ap pun jdi . yg aku thu dy ad dlm hati aku . sme ad aku ad dlm hati dy ke ta ? ak pun ta thu .
mungkin btol . ad org bole gnti tmpt ak disisi dy . mcm mne pun ak kne terima dgn aty yg terbuka . apa pun ak ucapkan semoga bhagia syggggg !

berdarah lolx kat dlm !

ap nyh ? ingat b nyh pisau cukur ke ?
b ta pena terpkir pun na hbis atau amek kesempatan terhadap bby ! dydin ikhlas syg n cintakan bby ! b ingat kan ble b ikhlas cm ni . bby akn pecaya kn b dan syg n cinta kan b lebih dri yang dpt b byang kan ! b ta pena terpkir ar na amek kesempatan terhadap bbY ! bkn kemewahan atau wang ringgit yang bole buat b tersenyum gembira tpi keihlasan bby syg n cinta kan b ! itu yang membuatkan b bhagia ! b ta peduli la bpe juta ke bilion ke duit bby ad ? b ta na pun la . b bole usaha cari duit sendri la . thu ta kerana wang , b dan adeq2 b berpisah . sbb wang mama pergi tinggalkan b ! sbb wang b lost everything yg b syg dlm idop b ! n now , bby pkir b mcm nyh ! sket thu ta ? sket ! ta dipercayai oleh bby tu , adalah perkara yang pling menyakitkan dlm idop b ! kalo ta percaya b np couple ngn b ! nty disbbkan kepercayaan tade , hbungan ni entah kemana ? bby jnj ta kan ckp psal PERGI tapi ckp gak kan ! that's word is make my heart hurt ! did you know that . you know right ? bkn b ta pena bgi thu . ok ! thanxxx Mohd Taufiq Kamarudin becoz not believe in me , n make my heart this time really hurt n pain ! Thank you !